Not a real word. Probably not an accurate fake word, but what do I call it?? Various groups want/expect different things from me. I'm flexible and I'm a YES man. Saying No is ridiculous...it goes against my wiring. I am capable of "background" or behind the scenes work. I am capable of leading/decision making. I can be overly serious (I usually am), but can be light/funny/beligerent as well. There's a fine line between being authentic, and being a master of "mask" or "disguise". I learned early that if you show people what they want to see, they are happy and show their approval. Approval feels nice. HOWEVER...seeking approval from other people is a DANGEROUS game...
TO BE CONTINUED...
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